I’ve been quite restless for the past few weeks…preoccupied about anything and everything in my life…primarily my relationships with family, friends, and lovers.  I’ve done a lot of thinking and self-reflection and thus have decided to start writing this blog…after avoiding it for many moons (or probably since the conception of the idea of a blog) I have finally taken the initiative to share my thoughts and experiences with anyone willing to read them.

I never really kept a journal of any kind growing up…I was always too lazy to write anything longer than a sentence down on a piece of paper…but I managed to have enough discipline to regularly record a pretty detailed account of my life in France in 2005 by mass emailing my friends and family…I have fond memories of writing about my experiences abroad – which I think has precipitated the existence of this blog…I of course being disorganized and lazy never kept the emails…the other day I asked Carlos if he kept them and luckily he did…I will share them in the upcoming days.  

Since Carlos had/has gmail, he keeps everything and forwarded this ancient conversation…apparently I didn’t know what a blog was in january of 2005!!!

ahmnicient1 (15:47:22): want to be added to my journal listserve
Carlos (15:47:26): why did u change ur username
Carlos (15:47:28): yea
ahmnicient1 (15:47:29): i was homeless
Carlos (15:47:32): is that a blog?
Carlos (15:47:35): my mom says hi
ahmnicient1 (15:47:40): i changed it cause i cancelled aol and it took
the screen na,e with it
ahmnicient1 (15:47:44): say hi to her too
Carlos (15:47:45): ooooooooo
ahmnicient1 (15:47:51): what is a blog
Carlos (15:47:54): y didn’t u think of something better
Carlos (15:47:56): omg
Carlos (15:47:58): a web log
Carlos (15:48:05): where people update their web page everyday
Carlos (15:48:08): with uselsess info